wide dense and deep - to clear it all away
to signify release
to remind me I am home…
anywhere.
there is a grieving when transitioning into a new life
a letting go of parts of you to be able to commit
to new existence.
yes
you can always return
but to be here now
with a kind of presence
to really stand here
there is a loss that happens
must happen
loss and acknowledgment -
and so the last days I grieved
filled deeply with anxiety and fear
some sugar combo to make one sick
today I step forward into this “rewilding”
I take my place among “the family of things.”
-n.nigro 2020
Malovice, CZ 2020